starsandheartss

My best friend is really an irreplaceable part of my life...
There's no one whom you can feel so at ease with.
Tell her any problems, any random thoughts.
Message out of the blue...

There's really no one like her.

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

La da da
Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine

Reading a book. Such A Pretty Face by Cathy Lamb.
♡ every single minute of it. Feels like an escape.

... when I should be studying for Fri's exam instead.
haven't started :/ OOPS hahaha

I'm so blardy tired with this schedule.... Keep telling myself that just a few months more... but who am I kidding... more than 6 mths to go.

I'm so tired.
really very.

Been working every single weekday and on one day per weekend....  then there's school, tuition, Hark Performing Team, wedding band, my weekly vocal class. Just let me rant.

When i meet my friends I even have to show them my timetable.
Especially hate it when concert dates clash with work events.
Always having to leave work when there's events to go for either rehearsals or school.

No one from work will understand my determination.
No one from school will understand the other stuff too. & vice versa.

Some days its work 9-6, then tuition 630-8, then sch until 10.
Like last weekend, on a Sunday, after Work, went to Hark for HPT Grading Debrief, followed by Vocal Class.
I don't have the time to even do my projects.

I know you're thinking, then manage your time properly and give up something.
But i can't.
School is mandatory.
Work is needed.
HPT + Vocal Class is something I've ALWAYSSSS wanted. Auditioned my ass off for this.
Vocal Class is nearing completion.
Tuition girl's PSLE is in Sept and I can't give up on her now.

really. and the worst thing now is, my voice is getting damaged because of lack of rest. seriously wth.
I'm burning out.

I forgot my friend's birthday, called them by the wrong names, talk incoherently, and today just lost my phone.!
My boyfriend only gets to meet me for a quick dinner or he waits for me after all my stuff and we go home together.

I haven't talked properly and went out wholeheartedly with my parents for so long. and even when i have the time, I tend to be distracted with other stuff.

I suck

Snippet from our rehearsal. Explains the chatter going on hahaa

Nomnom... Reading your old blog posts make me look forward to share sweeter things with you :  )) and though I'm too stressed now, leaving out little details in my own  life, I will never neglect you or fail to cherish and think of you every single minute of the day.

wen

omg.. the effort that goes into one song! But i guess it will pay off. But with a sore throat, no matter what effort you put in, its still futile.

I'm glad I recovered at least 80% before this performance. But my HPT song last week during the evaluation was greatly affected and the music director was kinda disappointed with the overall performance of the HPT peeps :( We will prove him wrong the next time!!!!!  I chose one cantonese song and a fast song :  ) hope to bring about a change to the usual songs. 

Anyway this was my performance at the PK3 Challenge on Sat. Was offbeat esp in the beginning :P When i started singing the song, i realized smth was wrong, they didnt minus one key for me!!! OMG. hahaha as you can see in the video at the start, i was gesturing to them to lower one key, but no one saw!!! I then decided to just heck it and try. Dun wanna be like some of the contestants who stopped the song halfway to change key, kinda not pleasant and my key wasn't much different too. Technical faults are always so unexpected :X OH wellsss... THANKS Nom for recording : ))

Hope to invest in a better quality gadget to record good audio and pictures soon. My Digicam is so noisy and blurry! haha

 

our roles are reversing. I always told myself I'll be strong.
words count too.
Kind words are greatly appreciated.
& any bad ones, we will find it hard to forget.

 

Sometimes in life, you bare your soul to people but then their reaction seems so cold that maybe it's better keeping it hidden safe & sound.
There should be no talk of sacrifice as it is so subjective to an individuals' priorities and habits.
Feel so inadequate.